oh its what you do to me.

2 weeks is way to soon.
i really dont want to say goodbye.
blah.


***

on another note. i find it funny when people lie all the time.
about everything.
just trying to make you jelous.
but you know there lying.
cause there all over the place.
just makes me laugh.

new years.

this new years is going to be such a let down.
after last year.
i dont see how anything can compare.

everytime I think of you
I dont wanna face the truth
why wait forever knowing we may never follow through
guess I should get over you
but I cant let go so soon
why wait forever knowing we may never follow though (I'll wait forever just for you)
I count down the days until we say goodbye
I wish there was a way that I could just stop time
just wishing I could stay(I know we only met a month ago)
with you(its always hard to let the feelings go)


i never want to say goodbye.
this is going to be so hard.

today

2 years ago today.
i was probably on my way over to the ACC.
in the freezing cold.
after just meeting simple plan, waiting for hours.
right about now 2 years ago.
i was probably getting ready to watch Hedley come on stage.
it was the first time i ever saw them.
and i was going insane.
honestly.
there just amazing.
the excitment from the first time i saw them.
hasnt gone away.
each time i see them.
im just as excited.

now i gotta wait to january 31st.
but the cool thing is.
its at the same place.
i first met them.

ohhh the memories.

'a' song

believing is seeing you're seeming okay.
it seems we lose our love at the end of the rain.

for the nights i CAN remember.

ill never forget.

the hotel room. fire alarms. rockstars. elevators. creepers. ice machines. camera men. new years. kisses. spinning chairs. malls. salt shakers. best friends. hedley.
01/01/07

on stage. long day. no food. fights. hot sun. mini fans. hot bands. front row. screaming. waves. phone calls. getting called frst. crying. drunk faber. best friends. hedley.
28/07/07

music videos. no food. long hours. jumping. crying. buritos. astro turf. back scratching. interviews. hugs. parking lots. water bottles. best friends. hedley.
30/08/07

cd release parties. halloween. acoustic performances. dress up. guitar hero. tour bus. soulja boy. parking lots. tim hortons. crying. best friends. hedley.
31/10/07


its funny how all of these involve my best friends and hedley.
thats just because there my whole life.

hello.

and this is my life.