these two girls never fail to put a smile on my face. i love my little cousins so much. i think the time we spend together is so much better because they live so far away and i see them every few weeks. there like the little sisters i never had. and there just amazing. "is ben hott?" "well sometimes but he's hotter in the sun" hahaha. the things the say just make me smile. thinking about all the memories. especially when they order me a book from their book orders just because it says the jonas brothers. and get super excited when they show me. i hate that they live so far. but everytime they come down its that much more special.
the past few months has made me value family so much more. somedays id rather go out and spend a day with my family then go out with my friends. they can be so embarassing at times. but you dont realize what you got till its gone. i miss my gedo so much, but in a way it has made me understand the value of family and i think our whole family has realized that. i love spending time with them now and im not afraid to admit that. these past few months has made me such a stronger person. i miss the old times, and i look forward to the new times. my cousins are down for a few days and im so excited to see what kind of crazy adventures i get into.
i think ive finally settled down to a place where im okay with everything. ive got my family, my best friends, and my favourite bands to keep my sane. and i wouldnt change that for the world.
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