one of those days.

Do you ever have those days when you feel like the whole world is against you and the people who say they love you and they care are lying their asses off? The kind of days when you feel like you can't trust anyone, and you're constantly forcing a really fake smile and pretending to be happy, when you wanna just scream and cry? And your life feels like it's being flushed down the toilet, and you hope to god that tomorrow is better, because you just don't know . 

And this whole rambling paragraph barely begins to cover what you're feeling?

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i miss you more then you realize. its your name that still gives me butterflies. its the memories with you that always make me smile. saying goodbye to you, was one of the hardest goodbyes. but it was that look you gave me before you left. i cant really describe it. but sometimes you just know.  ill never forget it. more importantly i'll never forget you.