hey, there you are remember me?

2010. 2 years. 410 days. at the earliest. its going to be a while.a long while. longest wait ive had to do. hope you have fun over seas. where people dont know your name. im bitter. im selfish when it comes to them. i dont care. i dont like sharing them. at all.  i wish they could be ours all the time. but that cant happen.  i guess i could be like there "best fans". quit my job, leave my family, use all the money i have to travel around to see them. fight kids just so you can get front row. even though they've seen you a million times. does that really make them the best? shouldn't the best fan be about the people that support them with all they can. the ones that try and make it out to every show thats actually logical. im sorry i dont have the money to buy tickets to every show you play. im sorry i have a job that sometimes prevents me from comming to your shows. im sorry im in school so sometimes i cant be out in line at 8am. im sorry im not old enough to be your mom. im sorry i dont spend my whole life trying to find out every little thing about you including your bike lock code. im sorry that i have a life outside of you. im sorry i dont measure up to your standards of the best fan. but the funny thing is im NOT sorry. im embarassed for the ones you consider the best. so have fun. see in 2010. that is if your not selling 80$ a ticket in the ACC.

what if you never let me down?