if you're not living on the edge

your taking up too much room.

what we have here is a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped, she probably thought she could fly. 

its all about the climb.

"Life is unpredictable. Nothing is written in stone. I've told you about myself, but I can't really say who i'll be. There's no right or wrong, success or failure. I don't look at things as black or white. My life won't be a series of either/ors- musician or actor, rock or country, straitlaced or rebellious, this or that, yes or no. The real choices in life aren't that simple. I think of it more like a story that keeps moving forward, with plain old days and then surprises that turn everything upside down. I don't set limits for myself. I want to be the best I can be. I want to dream big, but dreams change.

What I want, who I want to be, how I want to spend my time- keeping these questions open is good. It's life. I'm living every day of my life. When you think like that- and when you're only sixteen- then you're living a story that has chapter after chapter of blank pages ahead."

i want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.

nothing.

nothing is wrong.

and asking is against the rules. 

crying is against the rules.

you're strong. 

dont them they break you.

they're trying to destroy you. 

hate is such a weak emotion.

but im weak. 

im pretty forgiving. give out second chances easily.

but to you, you blew it. forever.

i dont care that we havnt spoken in a while.

we were best friends.

you dont do that. i actually cant believe you.

of all guys , you choose him.

dont play dumb and say you didnt know.

people arent blind. people knew. 

you blew it too many times. 

starting my once in a life time oppertunity. that you stole from me. 

betraying me, and spreading lies.

using me, for all concert purposes. and all the perks that came along.

and now this. 

your done, dont ever ask for anything ever again. 

your nothing at all

its 2am and im cursing your name

i miss everything about it. i miss everything about you. i miss the way everyone loved you. i miss the way you always made me smile. i miss the way i would never get sleep. i miss the way i was happy. i miss the way you were always there. i miss the way everyone thought it was something. i dont miss the way you played me. i dont miss the way you made me cry. i dont miss the way you lead me on. i dont miss the way you used me. i dont miss the way you forgot. i dont miss the way you blamed me. i dont miss the way you went back to her. but the fact is, i would let you play me again, make me cry, lead me on, use me, blame me. just to go back to the things i missed.

its only just another saturday

thats all it is.

desperate

im tired of always trying so hard.

for everything. everyone.

when i get nothing in return.

define rockstar.

Rockstar;

noun

A person, male or female, devoted to a life of rocking.

Rockstar;

noun

Someone who can stay up and party all night long and wake up and take care of business in the morning.

Rockstar;

noun

Someone who doesn't follow rules, they make their own.

my arms get cold in february air

please dont lose hold of me. out there.