we havn't talked in a few days. it hurts a lot.
but i mean, its your fault.
i always get dragged into the middle of this war.
and all because of one simple thing that changes everything.
ive been hiding this from everyone for years.
but that night things changed, she was there with me.
like she always will be.
now its like we both understand, we can both help eachother.
i know its not as bad for me, but it doesn't matter now.
secrets are coming out.
i dont like secrets.
i have my own secrets, and i feel terrible constantly.
when they all sit there and remind me.
"its cause your not that girl"
i wish they would stop.
i wish you would stop. leave me alone.
grow up, and get out of my life.
because im done with you. have been for the past while.
you betrayed me like no one has ever done before.
especially using him as the main focus.
backstabbed, betrayed, and would lie.
low. absolutely low. and pathetic.
but i don't think you'll ever leave me alone.
you'll always be there. you will never go away.
because its become obsessive.
theres a lot going on. but i try to be happy.
because there is a lot of good things happening.
but sometimes its hard.
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