Monday, April 6, 2009

theres always gonna be another mountain.

i really don't understand how one thing can make someone so happy, but bring everyone else down. does your own happiness really matter more then everyone else's. i guess yes, as long its not hurting anyone. except its hurting my emotionally. but i guess i gotta get over it. cause its not going away. its times like this which cause me to stay up till 4am crying with your best friend, and being a brat and blasting the climb at full blast while the rest of your household is sleeping, then getting up for school the next morning wishing none of that happened. i mean, is it really worth it? all the tears, drama, fighting. i doubt it. but sometimes its okay to cry.i gotta be strong though. for her. for me. we stick together. always. no matter what. all three of us. 

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