one year later

and it still hurts the same. it feels like its been forever, but yet it feels like just yesterday.

i dont really wanna talk about it.

all i know is that he would be so proud of me and everything i have done in the past year.

this has made me a stronger person, yes i have my weak spots. and let me tell you there really weak. and the little things trigger that mindset to come back on.

but overall.

 im stronger now then i ever was before.

i'll always miss you

ill never forget you.

rest in peace gedo; 

although im positive you're probably the life of the party up there.

i love you.