Friday, February 29, 2008

i need your help!!!

keep clicking here!

http://www.hedleyhigh.com/contest/?hedley:3?brie-xo


please.
please.
please.

ill love you forever.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

tripped out again.

The world is gently falling
And the truth becomes untrue
The people we created turn their sorry face from you
I hold you in the dark times
When things don't go my way
I'll embrace you in the sun
And fall in love again today
Fall in love again today

What are you doin' to me
I'm so into you
Isn't it easy to see
I'm falling for you
Yeah you

Saturday, February 23, 2008

lets go back in time.

i probably just had the two most insane nights of my life.
do they really understand the things they do and say.
makes me probably the happiest ive ever been.
even though the first night i didnt even get to watch the concert with my best friends.
being ruineted with them meeting hedley just made everything so much better.
remembering my name.
telling me they hope i feel better.
long hugs.
big smiles.
holding my hand.
looks in the eyes.
just everything.

reviews of my two nights.

Hamilton
Toronto

a little bit possesive

i guess were really over.
so come over.
im not over it.
and i guess were really over.
so come over.
im not over it.
a little bit possessive.
little miss obsessive cant get over it.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

boy.

Is there anybody going to listen to my story.
all about the boy who came to stay?
he's the kind of boy you want so much it makes you sorry.
still you don't regret a single day.
when I think of all the times I tried so hard to leave him.
he will turn to me and start to cry.
and he promises the earth to me and I believe him.
after all this time, I don't know why
he's the kind of guy who puts you down.
when friends are there, you feel a fool.
was he told when he was young the pain would lead to pleasure?
will he still believe it when she's dead?

lame rockandroll band.

You try to shift the blame.
My god are you insane.
And I'm sorry babe is all you can say.
You've made a mess before.
I kept coming back for more.
Cause I never though you'd end it this way.


get real kid, your the one that made mistake.
be a man and own up to it.
so dont be taken back its all because of you.

never again.
because im done with you and your lame rockandroll band.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

why.

do people take so many things for granite.
i go out of my way for you.
spend around 100$ just for you.
and you ditch me. and dont even care.
i dont believe i heard one thanks.
for all the trouble i went through for you.
im done.
never again will i do things for you.
i knew this would happen.
i knew id get screwed over.
but whatever.
not anymore.
this time. im actually gonna try to be done with you.




yeahh.
thats not gonna work.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

70 things you probably dont know.

1. i fall for guys too fast, and it needs to stop. cause I just keep on getting hurt.

2. im probably going to be shy the first time i meet you.

3. i'm really quiet if I'm not comfortable with you.

4. i bite my nails, when i'm nervous. And If I think your cute, I'll start biting my lip mid conversation.

5. i took a modeling course when i was 11. and im still modeling now.

6. i can do the shaketramp dance with zoe. were pretty amazing at it.

7. ive moved 5 times. and probably moving again soon.

8. i used to be obsessed with britney spears, then i watched her live in concert on tv and my obsession stopped. haha

9. when my best friend jenn and i were younger we used to be so mean to eachother. haha

10. If I see you sad, I will seriously do anything to make you laugh.

11. i'm really ditzy. I trip a lot.

12. Ive tried to win so many contests, and ive only won once. haha

13. im usually quiet until i get to know you, then its the complete opposite.

14. i HATE when people call me anorexic. people have said it my whole life. its annoying.

15. i usually try to be nice to everyone.

16. i'll admit that i do judge people before getting to know them, its something i should stop.

17. i hate bugs.

18. I've had a myspace since 2005.

19. im not to good at art, but i love drawing.

20. my parents are seperated, and i think out of my family, it has affected me the most.

21. when i get REALLY upset, i shut everyone out.

22. i actually was a heavy baby. lol

23. I have trust issues.

24. I love popsicles.

25. ive never had a paying job. haha i rock

26. i hated elementry school. i honestly hated it.

27. i always wanted a small dog and i finally got one when i was 9. he was my favourite, and when he died this year i was so upset.

28. i hate when people lie to me, i will find out.

29. i love shopping. i will do it alone, with someone. cash, credit. i dont care!

30. Ive met/known faberdrive a few years ago back when they were just 'faber'.

31. This new years i was at a hedley concert down in toronto, the fire alarm went off in the hotel i was staying at and Dave Rosin ended up staying in the same hotel as us, and we hung out with him for a while.

32. i'm obsessed with hedley, yes

33. I want to work in the music/entertainment business. Or be a fashion designer.

34. I'd much rather chill at home with a few friends than go out. especially if it's a guy or someone new i've met. It gives me a chance to get to know them better.

35. i hate it when people call me 'briannA'. its briannE. no 'a'

36. When i was 5 i was going to be in a walmart or zellers magazine to model, but i was too afraid.

37. I eat a lot of times during the day, but not a lot. I have 6 small meals every day.

38. I love meeting new people.

39. i think 'top friends' on myspace cause too many problems

40. I'm not the kind of girl that does everything, [like bad things] to get a guys attention. it's just stupid.

41. i can't go to bed with my door shut or my closet open.

42. i talk a lot.

43. i love to sing. ive been taking lesssons for 5 years now.

44. modeling is something i really like. and i cant stand it when people sterotype all models as anorexic because not all models do.

45. my msn is always running.

46. even though ive moved alot. ive stayed in the same town and gone to the same schools.

47. i'm a pretty fast typer.

48. i've changed a lot in the past few years.

49. i don't think i have enough self confidence, but i'm trying to change that.

50. i will NEVER EVER change myself for a friend or a guy.

51. its creepy when older guys like realllyyyy old guys hit on younger girls.

52. i can be lazy hahah

53. i would rather give someone a present than give them a $20 bill.

54. i truly believe in karma.

55. This is really weird but because of past experiencesiI'm liek terrified of throwing up haha seriously i think i have like a phobia.

56. i love my little brother, except for the fact that he gets realllllly annoying.

57. I've been on tv so much and on the radio quite a few times.

58. i randomly met fefe dobson in toronto.

59. i love meeting new people at concerts. it makes me happy when i make new friends! :)

60. i hate math.

61. when I go to concerts, I get mad if I don't get to meet them, but then I jsut end up running into them somewhere random that same night.

62. i've changed alot over the past year, physcially and mentally.

63. I love to write. lovelove.

64. i dont like sports

65. I've had so many pets.

66. i like to makeup words.

67. I hate when people talk behind my back. If you want to say something, say it to my face.

68. i have a concert obsession.

69. Im in the hedley music video 'shes so sorry'.

70. get to know me.

Monday, February 11, 2008

just remember.

life is too short
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
laugh when you can
apopogize when you should
and let go of what you can't change
love deeply and forgive quickly
take chances . give everything
and have no regrets
life is too short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you're sad
love what you got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
learn from your mistakes
*but never regret
people change, and things go wrong
but always remember
life goes on!

Saturday, February 9, 2008

the day we all go insane.

february 19th .
it will consist of; early mornings. blankets. scrapbooks. gifts. waiting. coldness. long hours. costume changes. meeting people. fights. pushing. jumping. front row. screaming. music. late nates. best friends. hedley.


my life stil revolves around my best friends and hedley.
that wont change for a long time.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

i want to break-free.

So can I be any stronger
If tonight goes any longer
Cause I will not just wait around for you
To break my heart and run away
If there's nothing I cant say
To make you stay with me
So don't forget to just lose my number
Nothing matters

So aside from the pain
This is all you get
And for me to believe I could just forget

I won't hate myself to be loved by you

We'll both be better off when
I pick myself up and drop you on the floor
You'll never get the best of me
Never again

You're not gonna run around on me

You get me looking stupid
So this where it all ends
You pushed me too far one too many times


There was a time I'd give up anything to hold your hand,
But I'm Wide-awake you're a big mistake I'll never make again

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if only i could actually believe all this.
i really dont know why i do this all for you.
i know your gonna screw me over.

one day ill break free.



Saturday, February 2, 2008

hello, i love you.

i dont think people realize that the simpilest things can make someones day. make them the happiest theyve been in a while. i really dont think he knows. he just made my entire life. i dont even know why. i think the fact is, that he went out of his way to message me, and that he remembers me just puts the biggest smile on my face. something so stupid to certain people,means the entire world to me.

seventeen and eighteen days.
he hoped to see me, and he will.
two days in a row.

ive never been so excited in my entire life.